I have really been wishing that I came out to my parents a lot earlier this week for a variety of reasons. But I also have been blaming my mom and dad for not creating an environment where I felt I could come out. I have been composing in my head the last several days a letter to lay things bare, but it is a letter that would be very hard on them and I am not sure it is truly necessary.
I do know that it is something that I need to write, but is it something that I need to actually give to them? Eventually I probably need to give them some variant of it. But that time is not today. I need to give it to them when I have a boyfriend that I want to bring home for Thanksgiving or Christmas.
So I probably will write it and post it here as I know my parents are not smart enough to actually find this blog.